Date:	2005-05-20 17:48
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	calm
Music:	Majora's Mask which Matt is playing

Change of plans on the comic....because Matt's brother is an ass and wouldn't let us borrow a blank CD to copy the pics on, now we have to wait till the 28th when he gets paid. oooo, I was so angry....

Other than that, everything is peachy keen. No money, but we have lots of love to make up for it :D

Date:	2004-06-24 00:45
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	ditzy

Well, I haven't updated in a while so here's what's going on....I go home in a week! Whoooo hooo! I can't wait to see my babies and my friends and my family and eat at Taco Bell!!! I have news, but it will have to wait till later Bwahahahaa! Cya

Date:	2004-05-13 01:01
Subject:	THREE MORE PAGES....plus a cover page
Security:	Public
Mood:	peaceful
Music:	Matt singing Will Young songs in my ear

I have three more pages to draw up of my SPC comic and then I can put it on the internet!!! WHOO HOO!! Matt's mom actually liked it! She hates cats, but she liked my comic, the first thing she said was "Well, what happens next?" hee hee! Matt's dad said I should professionally publish it...*big grin* ...

Matt finally started his Spider-man comic, it's taken him over two years to finally start drawing it, because if you send something in to Marvel, you have to at least draw the first five pages and write the story....He's started on the first three pages and it looks awsome! He's having some difficulty drawing, his Ramos comics help him. He can draw excellently if he really tried. But if he messes up, he gets really down and doesnt want to draw...(hes sensitive about it)...

I beat Luigi's Mansion on the GC! We rented it and I died about 10 times trying to defeat Bowser/King Boo. I finally beat him, but i lost a lot of money and got a crappy house, but at least I saved Mario! Now I get to do the entire mansion BACKWARDS!!!GAAAAHHHH!!!!

I've been playing the original Legend of Zelda!!!!Ahhhh, such a classic.....Matt's been playing Sonic DX and other sonic games...We've also rented Bounty Hunter (which I love)...

Well, that's it...Had a dream two people got mutilated in a car accident....scared me....then i had a dream which was kind of a mix of 28 days later and Starship troopers 2. It was a redneck family that got infected and i tried helping but they were all stupid....

Now thats it...Fare thee well internet....off to bed goes I.

Date:	2004-05-05 21:23
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	creative
Music:	Matt playing keyboard

Well, today has been kind of an uneventful day... Yesterday found out my cat Xander got shot. He's not hurt, I'm glad my friend Jess is taking care of him though. I updated my manga collection and bought Tokyo Mew Mew 3 & 4. Got Final Fantasy Crystal Chronicles for Matt's GC. Now we have very little money left. Just enough for food for the month.

Found out my sis is doing bad in the hospital. The baby is still fine, but she keeps getting fevers and throwing up and just not doing well. I'm really worried about her.

I've been working on my amateur, anime-style comic. I started it back in high school for my friends and now I'm totally revamping it and giving it a new look. Its called Super Power Cats (SPC). I know it sounds weird, but its actuall quite cool. I'm going to try and get the first chapter up on the internet soon!

Well that's it for today!

Date:	2004-05-01 23:29
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	amused
Music:	Techno dance music of dance game

Well, we had a shop in Liverpool, got our comics, I got two new mangas Tokyo Mew Mew vol.2, Chobits vol. 1! We got got a dance mat for our Xbox, so much fun! My sis is in the hospital, I'm real worried about her and her baby boy. Her uterus is pressing up between her kidney and her bladder and theyre not working properly. Watched Stuck on You with Matt Damon, pretty funny... got Exel Saga, frikkin weird!!
Thats about it! Everything else is coo!!

Jess, congrats on the babies! I'll write you an email later!

Date:	2004-04-24 23:55
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	horny
Music:	Operation Genesis in the background

Well it's official (almost) I'm staying in England longer and going to China about Mid-July/end of July. I'm going to throw myself a birthday/going away party so I can say byes to everyone. I love my friend Jess, she said she'll watch my babies for longer...*hugs Jess* I am going to China for an oral English teaching job. My uncle works there and offered both me and Matt a job. It pays 8000 RBM a month and you get a free apartment and its CHINA! soooo cool! Well, I love the game Jurassic Park- Operation Genesis, where you get to create your own Jurassic Park and your own dinos and stuff...its so addicting. That's it for now, just a quick update on Brandi life...

Gonna go steal Matt off the Xbox and have my way with him now!hee hee

Date:	2004-04-20 14:21
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	hungry

I haven't posted in a while so I guess I will. Still in England. Matt bought an Xbox and we completed Halo together within a few hours. Kick so much ass I do. Now he's playing Rainbow Six 3. Rented Star Wars: Knights of the Old Republic. Didn't get enought time to play it much, but I would like to get it. But I really can't wait to get Munch's Oddysee! I love that game!! You get to fart and burp and save people! It's the best. Been helping Matt out at his job. He's been promoted to acting manager until they can find a permanent person. He doesn't want to be manager cause its ALOT of work for him. He's gotta go to work tonight and I'll be aaaall alone.

I'm hungry...its lunch time. so i'll be back!

Date:	2004-03-27 15:19
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	loved
Music:	Matt reading magazine in background..

Well, I'm in England! I'm with my Matt and I'm so happy!! I ate a sausage roll which I have been dying for! Went to Liverpool yesterday and I finally found a Bahamut model from Final Fantasy X!!! I've been wanting one ever since I've played the game!! It's sooooo cool! I got to see my dog Kiana, that we had to leave in England because we couldn't take it to America with us, so his parents took her in. She's soooo big!! And so playful! His parents went on vacation this week. It's cold here, in the 30's and 40's. Updated my Ultimate Spider-man collection. And fixing to watch the old and the new Texas Chainsaw Massacre and will probably watch Dawn of the Dead sometime next week. By the way, the Cat in the Hat is just now on the movie theatres here!!!

And Jess, I just wanted to say HIIIII!!! and I hope you got my message!! Love ya!

Date:	2004-03-23 12:08
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	bouncy

Well, I'm getting ready for my trip on Thursday. Not sure how I'm getting to the airport yet... Matt is ecstatic, he can't wait to see me. I'll get to meet his friend Damien on the 2nd. Which will be cool. We're gonna go to Liverpool the first week too, to find my friends mom and my friend a present. My family aren't too happy that I'm going, but I dont care. At least I'm happy.

I've been offered a job in CHINA!! I'll make 3000 dollars a month, have a fully furnished and already paid for apartment, and all I'd have to do is talk to a classroom in english and have them speak back. Sounds sweet, but that would mean me and Jess couldn't move to Orlando right away and I'd rather be there than China. It's a big decision, but I dunno...

I have a huge bandage on my wrist because my sweet and loving cat Xander decided to freak out over my friends cat George. To stop any fights, I picked him and Mo up and put them in the room. During that time, Xander scratched the poo poo outta me. My gramma's afraid that I'll get cat scratch fever.
Oh well..

That's it for now, I'll post when I arrive in jolly ol' England!!!

Date:	2004-03-18 19:57
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	anxious

Well, I bought my plane ticket. I leave next Thursday, I'm getting excited. My mom gave me a huge guilt trip because she thinks its a bad idea. I called Matt that night crying, because I felt so bad. She should of said something like, "It's your decision, whatever makes you happy, I think it's a bad idea, but this is up to you." But nooooo, she had to give me a two hour guilt fest. Oh well, I'm going and there's nothing she can do about it.

That's about it for now, report again later!

Well, I now made a big decision... I'm going to England in a week to be with Matt. I'll stay with him, get things sorted out, and by the time we get back, my friend Jessica will be getting ready to move to Orlando. we're going to get a fiancee visa and getting married. A bit scary and spur of the moment, but its what I want. I love Matt and will do anything to be with him...

Date:	2004-03-16 15:52
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	bored

Going to work in one and a half hours whoopdeedoo! Still waiting on a decent answer from criminal injuries for Matt... they take forever...

I'm going to tell everyone a cool story. It's about how I met Matt. When I was in college, living at the dorms, I was very lonely and bored all the time. I was away from home, I had very little friends there, so I was on the internet all the time. I used to pretend I was a slig from the Oddworld games and screw with people's heads. It was fun. I was in the Yahoo comic chat room when I started talking to someone. He started talking about his own comic that he was starting. We got further and further in our conversation when I finally told him I was a girl. At first he didn't believe me. Then I changed to my normal SN and showed him my picture. We realized we had a lot in common and became friends. We talked over the net for about a year, and our feelings grew for each other. Finally, he asked about meeting. I was excited that he wanted to meet me, but scared and nervous at the same time. I talked it over with mom and she said he could stay with us at the house we were in. So, two months later, he was on his way.

At the airport, I was shaking with nervousness. I only saw him in pictures and on a webcam, now I could see him for real! My mom, niece and nephew came with me, even though I didn't really want them to be there. I was sitting in a chair watching the arriving people find their way in the Orlando airport when I noticed him. He smiled at me from far away as I got up. I walked up to him and he captured me in a warm embrace. One that melted my heart. After then, I knew I was in love. My very first love.

He stayed for three months, then had to leave back to England. Three weeks later, I went to England to meet his family. I stayed there for three months. It was very nice. Then we came back together, lived in our first apartment for three months, now he had to leave again and I'm waiting for his arrival once again...

Today wasn't at all fun. I got up at 6 am because my mom made me so her boyfriend would think I left last night. I went to my grandmother's, fell asleep on her couch for a bit, then woke and got ready for the funeral party. I had to do everything while everyone went to the funeral. I set it up real nice.

I got a call around 1 o'clock. It was Matt. I could tell by his voice he was aggravated. He told me he didn't get to talk to the criminal injuries place, but the whole thing could take up to five weeks. He also told me he was up for a temporary assistant manager job. This made me feel a little sad for some reason. After we said our goodbyes, I sat out on the dock overlooking Taylor Creek. I didn't know why, but I started to cry. I tried calling him back, but his parents said he left to go to the store. After a while, my mom came up and saw that I had been crying. She asked me what was wrong and I told her that I missed him and I didn't want to be here. She didn't understand where I was coming from, so I changed the subject. We then left back to her house to finished watching Uptown Girls. On the way, I called Matt. I almost broke into tears when I heard his voice. He asked if I was crying, and I didn't want to tell him because it would make him feel bad so I told him that I was still sick. I asked him what if the criminal injuries money takes a really long time. He told me he'd come home. He said he'd work a few weeks and then come home to me. I felt a lot happier knowing I could see him in a few weeks.

I fell asleep at mom's. She woke me before her boyfriend got home, so I had to leave, now I'm back at my friend Jessica's house, where I am currently staying. I'm going to talk to Matt on the internet now.

This is my first entry...I hate to start off on such a sad disposition. My day was long and tiring. First off, I've been struggling with a cold the last two days, I've been sneezing and sniffling like crazy. I woke up at my mom's house after watching Cat in the Hat. I got to see it before it came out on DVD because I work at Blockbuster. It was okay, not brilliant, some funny parts. After the movie I was too tired to drive to my home, so I stayed there.

My mom woke me up earlier than usual because we were going to get a nice breakfast together. Mom wanted to meet up with her boyfriend, but we didn't find him. He was at the local flea market. The traffic was busy as ever because it was the last day of the Speckled Perch Festival in Okeechobee. We ate at a wonderful restaurant called the Landing Strip Cafe'. Afterwards, we finally found her boyfriend at the flea market and shopped around a bit. We spent 20 dollars and bought a pair of roller blades for me, a pair of pants for me, and stuff for mom. Then we went to Blockbuster, grabbed Pirates of the Carribean, Uptown Girls and Bad Boys II, since my mom hasn't seen any of those films. We watched half of Pirates of the Carribean and then we had to leave to a friend's husband's funeral viewing. I didn't really know him. I knew his wife more. It wasn't really a personal sadness for me, it was more of a sadness for the mourning people around me.

I was sad for myself this day though. I was incredibly lonely. My darling Matt had to leave back to England last Monday and I've been so lonesome without him ever since. My family isn't much company and my closest friend is in Orlando. I carry pictures of him around with me to remind myself how much I love him. (Not like I'd ever forget.) Our love is like nothing I've ever experianced. We are best friends and at the same time best lovers. We never fight, we are always hugging, kissing and spending time with each other. Everything we do, we both enjoy, so we're never dissatisfied together. I'm so glad I found him... but sadly we'll be apart for a month to two months.

After the viewing my mother and I came back to her house and began to watch the rest of Pirates. That's when her boyfriend called, drunk. He told her to tell me to go home, three's a crowd. This made me feel quite upset and unwanted. The worst thing was, mom made no effort to defend me. I guess her boyfriend got over it and we ate dinner. Tomorrow, I find out how soon Matt will come home. I hope it's as soon as possible. I miss him so.

Well, this is all for my first entry, there will be more tomorrow, hopefully. See you soon!